what a strange day. i seem to be having a lot of those lately. or maybe the days aren't strange, i'm just strange. yes, i think so ( Read more... )

i am doing SO much better than i have been. i got back yesterday and suddenly i was really ok. it hit me how insanely emo i've been lately and i decided that emo erin kinda sucks, so she's gone. i was nuts last night. taylor & i were falling down laughing in the hall. i wore high heels around the room while i unpacked and did homework. andrea & i ( Read more... )

i was just thinking of where i was last easter. i hadn't gone home, but rather stayed at school w/ kim. we were gonna go to ben's for dinner but i woke up w/ a raging fever & ended up staying in my room alone all day down in neumann. michelle got back around 5 and invited me up for ramen & a movie. we watched History of the World Part I and she ( Read more... )

today has been super busy & unusual. and it's only 3:30 ( Read more... )

since i've been home i feel like i can breathe again. honestly, on the train yesterday, as we crossed into MD, i just felt all the stress from the past couple of weeks evaporate. it's pretty great ( Read more... )

They say an end can be a start ( Read more... )

i'm sorry i've been freaking people out w/ my posts and inability to look happy. i think i'm just about done with that. at least i hope so ( Read more... )

i like this painting a lot.

in celebration of finishing one of my art history papers. not that i wrote my paper on this painting. i just like it and we looked at it in class today. and i love Hamlet.


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with some time and a lot forcing myself to deal with things i'm going to be ok. at least i'm going to try as hard as i can to be ok. but it's gonna be rough.

everything just sucks.

i now need 2 roommates.

glad to numb the pain.

thanks C44.