feeling so thouroughly worthless

you would think my week would have started to be ok by now. but if you thought that you'd be horribly disgustingly wrong and should probably kill youself. things just keep going down and further down. and because i'm so on edge, every little thing pisses me off to no end. i have been either on the verge of tears or lashing out in anger since sunday ( Read more... )

i hate life.
i hate the federal government.
i hate work.
i hate internships.
i hate taxes.
i hate money.
i hate picking classes.
i hate housing.
I HATE EVERYTHING!

classes started back up today. i kinda miss break. i don't necessarily mean harlan. last week was fun, but tiring. i just mean that i don't feel as though i've actually had any sort of a break. lot's of good things came out of the last week, but i'm damn tired. i think i'm just about caught up on sleep, apart from it being 10:20 pm and i've already ( Read more... )

And Spring Break 2005 is over. I had a blast down in Kentucky, but it's good to be home. Too much happened to explain all of it, and most of you won't care or get it anyway, but here's a few highlights from the week ( Read more... )

boy do i love being one of maybe 20 people still in the dorms. grace is the only other person still on my floor & there's only about 2 or 3 other people in all of cassian. it means i can blast my music as loud as i want whenever i want. last night i celebrated by having a spice girls/old school no doubt dance party. so great! in fact, it's an ( Read more... )

i feel like updating ( Read more... )

addicting as the facebook is, i think i like myspace better. the facebook is too discriminating. i hate that you can't see someone's profile unless you're already their friend. what if you're not sure it's the person you think it is or if you don't necessarily want to be their friend? the commenting is weird. i hate that you can only post one ( Read more... )

i am never getting work done for the rest of my life. it's official. i will be on the facebook forever and ever. certainly not something i needed. goodbye real world. goodbye good grades. hello death by internet ( Read more... )

i was on the verge of a nervous breakdown this morning ( Read more... )