Forgive me. I'm talking to the actual journal, i have a bad habit of forgetting about them. I'm just not ready for that kind of commitment. For the sake of looking back at this the next time i remember it, things are pretty good now. The Mexico thing happened, and is over. The City Harvest thing happened, and is now over too. Now it's back to good ( Read more... )

by the time i left, i was already gone ( Read more... )

1. What is your middle name? Technically, I dont have one ( Read more... )

so here i find myself again, sitting in front of a stupid computer at a stupid streamline desk in a giant office building, no- complex, doing absolutely nothing and making a profit. and a pretty decent profit at that. due to financial burdens (read as: i'm fucking poor!) i once again am whoring myself out to vonage, the broadband internet company, ( Read more... )

::sigh:: i wish things could be the same as they used to.
-Sara

ps- today was great!

someone get me some socks, cuz i have a raging case of cold feet ( Read more... )

...it finally hit me. I'm really leaving. Shit.
-Sara

why do people always feel the need to have long and loud conversations in the computer lab? like they hadnt seen each other in 10 years and they have to catch up here...while i'm trying to write my paper...which is in both english AND spanish, so its confusing as hell already!!!! i cant concentrate on the paper now, cuz i'm spending all my energy ( Read more... )

Another Easter come and gone. This is the second year in a row I didnt do Easter at all. It feels weird. Last year I was in Cuba, but this year I have no excuse...
-Sara

Why do I let myself get so twisted up inside over things that other people obviously dont think are a big deal? Why do I get so fucking attached to people who could either take me or leave me? Just once I want to be on the other end. For someone to need me. I think I'd be a vindictive bitch too and completely ditch them. I'd make it as painful as ( Read more... )