I'm at Jelly Belly's house just bumming on the computer...broke, lonely feeling sucky all around ( Read more... )

Have you ever showered with someone ( Read more... )

I guess everything that I do is wrong.
no matter how innocent it seems.
I fuck everything up.
I can't manage the simplist of tasks.
or say the right things.

Sorry I ruin everything

I looovveeeeeeeeeeee
love
love
love.
and love makes me horny.
and happy
and high.

This regina spektor song, prisoners
makes me want to explode on the inside.

...it's really a good thing I promise.

My legs look so tan and muscular and sexy in this icon...but they're actually pale and not muscular.

o.o
bleh

once upon a fractured stone
I cut my toe down to the bone
and what I had was not my own.

I got my raspberry mochas back at starbucks#@(*
woot.

golly gee wiz gee wilikers
life can be good sometimes...
sooooo good.

Today I played tennis for the first time with my lover ( Read more... )

I am a blonde again.
I feel reborn into my former self.
Innocent and yet corrupt
but not corrupt pretending to be innocent...if that makes any sense at all.
I want to peel off my skin and let you wear it
so you can touch your hands with mine and see what it does to me.

how I crave to part rivers
and play in your reflection
skulk in your shadow.

I made a wish on a dandelion seed puff thingy yesterday.
It was a good wish,
I think its coming true.
love, love, love is in the air and i'm dancing in it
barefoot in the grass
while my lover breathes breathless
and i'll capture his essence in a jar until it's mine
and i'll keep it safe within my heart
for good this time.

I have never been in a place where I was just so confused and unsure of whether I was wanted or not. Usually it's pretty clear, and usually i'm not wanted to hang around.
But I am not the person I was.
I am someone better,
I love, burn, cry, and melt for you.
I wanna sew us back together.
like the ragdoll we're made to exist as.
xoxo