I see how it is.
No one comments on my shit.
So i'm going to go eat a baby.
For real.

i'm a fuck up

bleh.

I never ended up quitting, been slacking off a little in school, need to get my shit together which I definetely am working on ( Read more... )

Quitting smoking is hard I feel like I wont be a mysterious sexy writer anymore ha.

I'm so cold from the wind.
I feel like i'm freezing to death.
I feel like I could act on any of my impulses like I could lose control.
I'm so overwhelmed by joy and fear and wonder and rash decisions.
One day I will understand myself.

my hair is now like fire engine red.
it's fuckin' awesome.
my mom is going to kill me though.
:)
post some pix lata.

I was totally going to take a nap today...blah
I might have to have a root canal today (my first one ever...) i'm already really unexcited about fillings but now it's like one step bigger...icky.

I want sleep.
maybe i'll go to sleep in the yoga class.

I'm falling down the rabbit hole in a downward spiral towards the inevitable death of whichever rabbit I land on.

I procrastinated two papers until just now I dont even have topics picked for them - they're due tomorrow.
I'm a big retard. Well time to get cracking.

Long time no hear from I KNOW.
I am alive.
and unwell.
But when am I ever really well I can't really say for sure ( Read more... )