ok i lied this will be my last entry. today was prob the hardest day of my life. part of my life is moving away tomorrow, my father:( my best friend by far. i don't think i have ever cried this much or this hard. this really sucks, more than anything. we had our last day of work together yesterday, and i had my first day of work alone today ( Read more... )

well i think i've had just about enough of live journal. it was ok at the start, but now i've had just about enough of it, reading others and writting in my own is getting useless, i check others and its always the same shit, not just u k1 and k2, and kat your don't write enough to make me want to check all the time, i've got a few other friends ( Read more... )

well i've been out of town for thrteen days. vegas for six and then cali for seven. kinda a working vacation. i painted my aunts house, looks great, then painted my brothers house, looks bad ass. but i'm so glad to be home, back to the cold, and the people i love. it was a little to long to be away from everyone and everything. had a blast ( Read more... )

u know when u think your good u get slapped in the face with how bad you can really be!! my friday night bowling started out fairly bad, a one thirty something, but as the night went on it got better. finished with a huge two fourty one ( Read more... )

well it kinda sucks. as of late, well school starting i don't get to see my fav three people anymore. kiersten, katie and kat :( i see kat on fridays, and when she stops by on wed, and kiersten stops by as well on wed just not as long:( and katie i never get to see anymore, once every two weeks if i'm lucky.. but such as life, they have bigger ( Read more... )

yea i rocked sunday night bowling. i avg like 179, so there. prob won't happen again but what the fuck hey. went to remmies with deana, josh, cory, sara, cowboy, and a few others. good time, but yet again i can't keep up drinking with them. pretty sad, i can drink a lot, and they can drink a lot more. but it was fun, played some pool and that ( Read more... )

love? its one of those fucked up things. i had a long talk online last night with a friend of mine. she is having the same kinda probs as me. as sad as it is, its nice to hear that someone else is having that prob. i saw sam for the first time tonight since i quit the pub. its diffent, i still have all these feelings for her, but at the same ( Read more... )

well its monday. its some holiday. so greg and i decided to drink today. we went out and rented some viedo games, baseball and some race game. they are all right. but lots more fun when we are drunk. we started at about 130. its six thirty. i finished my little keg of molsen, bout a gallon and a half of beer. greg on the other hand had ( Read more... )

well, i finally finished the book i've been reading for like two months. its kinda sad, the books not long at all. but every time i read i didn't wanna put it down. but sleep was more important ( Read more... )

well the past weekend was the big bay softball tourny. it was a blast, would have been a lot better had we won a game but still fun. we lost to come cockey ass punks the first day(friday) and to some old schoolers the second day(sat). after i stayed at the campground. kat and kiersten came for a few. kiersten would never make it in the woods ( Read more... )