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1) I'm at a lost what I should do, what I want to do and what I can do.

2) maybe you don't need me anymore.

Some people are never worth it. If you can't be there for me during the worst periods of my life, don't expect me to be there for you during both good and bad times ( Read more... )

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Would it ever be possible to find yourself waking up one random morning knowing you are ready to start giving (and taking)?

My whole life seems to be in a complete mess now.
It seems like I'm losing it, in need of a sanity check.
But one thing's good, I now know I'll always have 2 wonderful girls whom I can count on no matter what happens, who would actually make an effort to be there for me, come what may (and ditto too).
Right now, I need to clear my mind.

That forever was in their eyes.
Or is it because it just isn't enough for us?

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And nothing is going right now.

I thought I was sure.
I thought it will always be you.
But now, I'm not so certain.
After that has happened, I don't see things so clearly now.
Maybe after all, I'm still no better than I was a month ago.