I'm pretty stressed out about all things money related right now. But I realize that there is nothing I can do about it, so it's just ridiculous. More so because I am stressed out about money issues that I will be having like ten years from now ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure that my head is going to explode or maybe my nose might just fall off my face. It's hard to say which is more likely at this point ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty fantastic day. I really like doing things by myself, and today was that kind of day. I spent it doing productive car things and other small errands. And also picking up dudes. By that I mean a guy gave me his phone number and that's never happened to me before. I won't call him ever because I just wouldn't know what to do. ( Read more... )

I had such a beautiful, wonderful weekend. Most things that I felt or experienced were too big for words. That sounds kind of lame, because I wasn't anywhere too exciting. It was just the surroundings and the people. I really loved everything about it. I really like pushing myself into situations that I wouldn't normally and making myself act ( Read more... )

Yesterday my Aunt called to tell my mom that my grandma is dying. My mom said as soon as she heard that, her heart plunged into her stomach. My mom didn't tell me what was going on yesterday because she wanted to find out how things were for herself. So I didn't find out until last night. My dad told me that they expect her kidneys to fail ( Read more... )

I just feel sad today. Maybe it’s the rain. I think tonight’s sleepover and movies will do the trick. And what I really feel like doing right now is rolling in the mud and jumping in puddles, but I don't think that would convince my parents that I really am fine. I wonder what they are really thinking ( Read more... )

We hung out and quickly moved past awkward into conversation. And it was even nice! I really think things will be okay. Ryan joined us and we told him the news. It was a weird way to tell someone. But we then discussed things like relationships and hurt and letting go in order to grow. And I left feeling good. I left okay.

In case you haven't heard, this girl is going to college!! I'm pretty pumped about the whole situation. It's debateable, but I think I might even be more than pumped. I'm just at the point in my life where I really, really need this. And for the first time ever, I am so ready ( Read more... )

Guys, I have the leprosy! And by that I mean that all of my skin is peeling. I tried so hard to prevent this but it was obviously to no avail! And I think my arms are going to peel all the way up to my wrists. It's pretty gross. All my dreams of having a tan in April have been shattered ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was in a kind of singing and dancing mood. And now I can't stop singing random things. I hope I do it tomorrow while I am working ( Read more... )