what do i have to lose?

I think you're amazing and that we need to hang out more.
You make me giggle. I don't giggle.

Same person...
Different bodies...

goodbye, martin.

that..
i had someone to talk to about things.
life can be so hard keeping everything inside.

i have so much to say...
but i dont know how to say it.

I did. I did jump into the unknown.
And so far... it isn't so bad.

I got questions...
and I need answers.

leap into the unknown?
take chances?

.... and i think i may know the answer now.

Sometimes,
I wish things...
life...
would..
have...
gone...
a different way.

why oh why.

If I died today...
Would there be anything you wish you had said to me?

FUCK FUCK FUCK this week.
I just wish I could cuddle someone in my bed every night.
It just sucks going to bed alone and waking up alone.

... I have the case of the Fuck Its. Fuck everything. Fuck people. Fuck work. Fuck boys. Fuck it. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK IT ALL.