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i drifted along,
unaware of what i lay upon.
you wanted to get over it fast,
i wanted to stay just past.

i need to convince myself i don't care,
and i know i'm not wrong.
i need you to know i almost don't care,
but because i've cared so long...

it's like you don't even feel guilty at all for all of the times you've lied to me, and the people you shocked this weekend. get it into you head that when you don't tell people the truth it makes them feel absolutely worthless. i don't really know if i can deal with this, and i'm not really sure there's any more chances in this bag for you ( Read more... )

i know that things will work out fine, no matter where i go or who i'm with. god will take care of me, of you, or whoever. i know that as bad as i feel about the way things have worked out i'm happy with the way i can see them forming ahead of me.

friends, i don't want to lose you to anger or bitterness. but if i do then you were never a friend.

remind me to never talk to another male in my entire life. chase is a fucking two faced asshole who has trouble telling the truth, even when you look him in the eyes and ask him for it. i'm moving out of this fucking house asap. it's just too bad... i like evan as a roomate a lot, i just don't really see myself ever talking to chase again. robbie ( Read more... )

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oh, hey, this girl gave me an incredible three minute lap dance last night. i rule at life.

literally spent all night taking care of people, but still had fun. i took care of phil and jess for awhile, then dillon called me and needed me to go find them to carry kayla home. so i walk for a really long time and i'm one block away from him and call him on the phone to tell him i'm almost there and as i'm crossing the street to where they are ( Read more... )

people are really not taking the whole "humans don't have instincts" thing very well. so i'd just like to say, if you really think that humans have instincts; do something about it. because this is what i'm being taught in classes at Cabrillo College, this is what is written in textbooks, and this is what scientists stand by. it's been ( Read more... )

it's really true. you can only be satisfied in a relationship with another person when you are fully satisfied with yourself. oh, patience.