so yeah not really much to say just been chillin. work and all that shit. been shillin with the scheibs a little more often than not. i have today off work which is a nice relief. i usually work 6 days a week.

1 life
9 hearts
and 18 hand that will rip you all apart

so yeah its been a hell of a long time and i ain't got much to say... it seems that even though things are getting harder in my life i feel as if i don't have to worry anymore. i mean sure i get down sometimes but its always temporary and i come through feeling stronger and more willing afterwards... don't know how to explain it. either im growing ( Read more... )

early in the morning i rise into the streets....

it seems like i'm the only motherfucker with a plan. it seems that i am the only one who'll take a stand. i'm sick of all the bullshit and the lies. i'm sick of all the hypocrits. if want something just fucking go for it. you can't hurt me. just don't expect me to stick around. i try to push but i've pushed to hard.i'm done with all this shit.

tired. want some cool people to chill with. wish something fun would happen. wish the jeep would stay running. fuck life. strangleing, drowning, sick of liars. sick of whores. want to be free. i will live forever if you don't stop me. fuck the rest. i am a pillar.

its hard work but i love my job cause even though its hot, dirty, heavy, and hard i get to do something that i know and don't hate and at times i actually enjoy so this is the best i've had so far. hell yes!

so today waas birth and death. death of me working in the jewelery business and the birth of my mechanical career. i started at spectrac today. its was cool. there are a few specialty things to learn but for the most part its just mechanic work. the shop deals in all suspension and i've never done that much suspension work before but i realized ( Read more... )

so i have pretty much given up on the jeep. its fucked. gonna sell it and get something that won't brake down all the damn time. i couldn't even get to the gas station and back without something else braking. oh well. fuck it. i'm out.

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it seems life never will get any easier so i better get a lot better fast. but at least i know how to do things for myself. waiting on steel. then i must mark drill then weld. fuck. i'm tired of people and their bullshit. if you say you will do something. FUCKING DO IT!