i have this painful intense desideratum to destroy something

i need to get away
escape
pitch black maze
find your way out
you know the way out
you know

talking to this kid online
is making me realize
that i might have anxiety problems

i want to pummel your face with the way you (threaten to) taint my memories

i feel like screaming
like crying

i feel like time has stopped
i feel trapped
i feel sick and scared scared scared

i don't know why

pffft
i hope i don't sounds as pretentious as you do

i wish i had never told you
i thought that it would help if i told someone
that you would help
the worst part is
that if i really do need it
you'd have me go on without it
and i still don't know
and i'm a bit afraid that i never will

one one one
three three three
four four four
nine nine nine

11 11 11
12 12 12
13 13 13
14 14 14
21 21 21

twenty-seven. twenty-seven. twenty-seven.

you dont understand but i no longer feel the need for you to do so
you'll never understand
and i accept that

i feel kind of like
jesse at 2:34

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yeah, kind of like that
i've been working on a drawing
for, what feels like, a very long time
though it doesn't compare to a 22 hour drive

"So we drove on toward death through the cooling twilight." -F. Scott Fitzgerald (The Great Gatsby ( Read more... )