its truly been a long time...dnt know if anyone reads this anymore

wow i haven't posted an entry in a long time... i've just been so busy with school...and with life i guess.... last night i threw a party for my love... we had some laughs.. had some fun :) .... i just want to apologize to everyone.. i know i've been a major bitch lately but i've been so stressed... with everything thats gone on this week ( Read more... )

not a whole lot has been going on lately, i guess just same old same old ( Read more... )

wow so much has been going on lately.... im leaving for forida in october im so excited to get away :)..... classes have been blah i guess so far getting my portfolio and shit together so i guess i've been productive with my art. mentally i've been having a hard time... trying not to think about things of my past, and keep my head focused on what ( Read more... )

im just anticipating the day when i can finally say that i've seen it all...

when does it end?

The Keys to Your Heart
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just a rainy day...  "sigh"

blah i need to gather up every art piece that i have ever done and bring it in with me tomorrow.... do you realize how much work in itself that is.. my goodness its like trying to gather up bits of sand and put them all in a jar... gaa... they say they need to assess where i am in life based off of my work...i guess this makes sense, but i dont ( Read more... )

im thinking about moving away...i cant do this anymore.. and i guess that i have been reassuring myself for so long that im starting to beleive and accept the way i am treated here as being ok... last night a close friend of mine made it a point to yell at me.. to show me what i dont see... i think by him yelling at me made me open my fucking eyes ( Read more... )

its a shame