Thinking rationally...

[pen15club]

I feel like I've finally got my head screwed on right. The last few days have just been miserable. I've locked myself up in my house and moped around like the proverbial lump on a log. I finally woke up and snapped out of it this evening

Comments

[xoceraox]

Hey hun...it sounds like you finally figured out what you want and I'm so glad for you...take it one day at a time and once you finally get done helping Matt try to take it slow with Steve...so you don't rush into it again. It'll be better for the both of you! :D

[pen15club]

Thanks Cera - Yeah, I did finally figure things out. Usually the timing is so off that it doesn't work the way I want. I'm hoping for the best though. Even if I don't get what I want at least I KNOW what I want. I haven't known what to do about anything for a year and I've been pretty miserable and also pretty shitty to the two of them. Thanks for the comment! You are my one and only reader. :)

[denim_elect]

Hey! I read your entries too! I don't know what to say most of the time, especially since I really don't know all the intricacies, but I read them. You are very articulate, and I do admire that you have kept your sense of humor through this ordeal (i.e. the last "fragment" which cracked me up). Like the last person said, "One day at a time."

hehe

[pen15club]

You always have really nice/insightful entries and comments. I am really bad at responding most of the time (not sure why)... maybe because I'm a little inconsiderate? :)

I hope you don't take my not responding in a bad way. Keep truckin' with the livejournal because there are too few of us left in cyberspace.