1. Perscription Meds can realy become a problem. I'm trying to find alternative ways to deal with my anxiety and OCD (you'll say, "OCD?? But you are a slob??) without being dependent on medication. So, during my vacation and for the weeks leading up to it I decided to try and go off as much as I could. So... I am no longer on Xanax as of 1 week. ( Read more... )

I've been on "vacation" for the last week. That basically means I don't have to report to work for a week, get paid for not working, but remain on call, basically, to "put out fires" if need be. I am still looking for good assistants. You wouldn't believe how hard, regardless of our state's huge population of unemployed people, it is to find good ( Read more... )

I've just begun moving into an apartment in the heart of Hamtramck. I don't really wanna hear any more negative comments about this decision as it suits my current needs. I need to see something different, eat something different, hear something different, and be part of something totally different. Big deal ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm tired-feeling. I just chatted with Pat for a few cyber-seconds which resulted in plans to have Sunday brunch with bottomless Bloody Mary's or something. That sounds good ( Read more... )

The wrinkles are starting to become more noticeable. I'd better find me a suitor and shack up real soon before my looks really start going downhill. My baby-maker is preheating and my biological clock is ticking. For whatever reason I've been struck with baby fever ( Read more... )

So things seem bad. My store is not making enough money. It is not a surprise that I mention my store first as work seems to stay at the forefront of my mind. Today one of my employees told me that I never got to "break-out" and live an incredibly sheltered and work obsessed life. Because of that he thinks I seem younger than I am. That is kinda ( Read more... )

Do a bunch of crap that is just making me depressed as I write this. Nevermind!

I have truly spent this entire day eating. Sigh.

Bored and lazy ( Read more... )

Me: I have lost all touch with my diet. I'm eating starchy bullshit and any free food I find lying around. I feel compelled to spend as little on food as possible as if I have decided food isn't worth spending money on. Today I ate smiley face fries, fish sticks, a lean pocket, a hot dog, and a chicken fajita. That is almost entirely garbage food ( Read more... )