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They lied. I lied to myself. It doesn't get better. It either stays the same or it gets worse. You get in a state of calm. Of acceptance. And you have days of happiness that you forget that you are burning from the inside and wanting to scream. But then you remember. The curtain is raised and all you can do is sit numbly and wonder when you let it ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on Birthdays
My birthday is coming up soon. My mom asked if I had any plans to celebrate with friends. I told her no. I would rather be alone. I stopped celebrating my birthday after I turned 13 and in turn stopped telling people when it was. If someone knew me and asked, I would tell them. However, I never celebrate it. Why should I? Especially here in Chicago ( Read more... ) -
Ribs
I realize I only post when I am depressed, but honestly I don't care ( Read more... ) -
Frustration
I don't know how it happens but depressed people just find me ( Read more... ) -
Lost in Chicago
It has been a while since I've posted, but I feel in a bit of a melancholy mood and needed somewhere to vent ( Read more... ) -
Disappointments and Adventure
People disappointment. More so I should say relationships disappoint me. I guess that is why I avoid them like the plague. I hate the feeling of being lead around and being close but far at the same time. I just want someone to raise children with and have a family with. If they love me and take care of me can be second to that in many regards. I ( Read more... ) -
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I am so squatting on my friend's floor for 2 months. Or other people's floor. It amuses me. I WILL save money. -
Friend Request Denied
Even though I know it is passive aggresive of me and minimal, I really hope that when you realized we weren't "friends" on facebook anymore, I hope it bothered you just a little bit. You probably don't know it, but you are also deleted from all means of communication I could have with you. Why? Because I was tired. Tired of wanting you to notice me ( Read more... ) -
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Love me less, but love me a long time.