~"...the deeper the wound, I'm inside you.." I <3 trent reznor ( Read more... )

~almost forgot... just for personal refrence... no one seems to concerned with my life these days... anyways...


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~so, its been forever and a half since i updated this sucker. got some new songs done and posted. been working my ass off. figuring things out one day at a time. still talking to roxie on the phone, still havent got to see each other ( Read more... )

~Been workin my ass off... just pulled a 15 and a half hour shift the other day, not including the time i was there earlier that day off the clock... bleh, but i'm getting my promotion soon, so that's a good thing... 25 cent raise, and 10+ cent in october ( Read more... )

i find this amusing... couple of these people, who the fuck are you??? lol...

( lookey... cause I said so damnit )

~So its been a really shitty couple of weeks, but you'll have that, and a lot of it is shit that I volunteered for... so i really can't complain... but some of it I can ( Read more... )

~another new song on the way... decent, needs work... wish trent were here to work on it... but you'll have that I guess... still no call from roxie, surprise, surprise. I'm begining to think that she got as close as she could handle, and now its just too much. she always said she was weird about committment... well... i think love's a pretty big ( Read more... )

~she said she felt like she cheated on me... i can't say I'm the happiest person in the world that she fucked someone else... i guess you'll have that though. I still love her just as much as i did b4 i found out... nothings going to change that, but should something like this happen again, i'd be forced to not let myself get hurt again. i'd like ( Read more... )

~music is coming along well, song we're working on now... simply beautiful, yet dirty as it progresses... you'll all love it~

~im starting to get really nervous about next month... very nervous... but i can't wait... :D ~


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