last night she told me she still loves me. the day before she told me how much she misses me, and wants to come up to visit. i started to regain a little bit of sanity recently, i started to forget about her... now what little thread of sanity im holding onto, she's cutting away from me... im sorry let me rephrase that... im letting her cut away ( Read more... )

time is something i have very little of these days... and keeps getting more minimal. still engaged, still 900 miles away. still at mcd's, though hopefully not for much longer. Still at Joe's Crab Shack, and loving it. Still writing music, and progressing. Moved away from electronica, and more to a clean/acoustic sound. new stuff on the way. I'm ( Read more... )

~70+ hours a week sucks ( Read more... )

they caught him... they finally caught him... half the battle is now over ( Read more... )

~I sit and think back sometimes, on where I could've been IF I didn't fuck up so much... but then I think that I wouldn't trade it for the world... I never thought that I'd be happy to say that I'm going to for sure be in springfield for the next couple years, but I'm not all too saddened knowing that Ember's going to be living up here with me. ( Read more... )

~I'm engaged now... and 1200$ in the hole to a jeweler... all in the name of love, right? :p~

~she leaves today though, and this week has been amazing... i wish it could last longer :'( ~

~two more days and I'll have 11 months clean~

~MY HAIR IS FUCKING FRIED~

~I'm blonde again... btw~

~less than 20 hours and Ember'll be up here for her birthday!~

~i love ember~

~ember loves me~

~ember's mom loves me~

~ember's grandfather thinks I'm the devil~

~2 out of three is never a bad thing ;p ~

~9 more days and I'll be at 11 months clean~

~WELLLLL.... its always forever and a half before I can update this motherfucker anymore. As always, working my ass off for next to minimum wage at mcdonald's, looking to become a manager within the next year, or at least start training ( Read more... )

~So i went on vacation a week ago... originally was going to go to see "roxie" but lol, things kinda fell through on that end... so I decided to go see ember instead. Georgia was hella nice, really beautiful place. I was pretty anxious about meetin ember for the first time, but we built a pretty strong friendship on here and on the phone, so it ( Read more... )

~none of you answered my question I posted a couple weeks ago... so do it now damnit...~

~IF ONE HUNDRED PHONES ARE RINGING ALL AT ONCE, WHAT DO YOU DO?~