Just received email saying this made 21 years ago. Freaking insane. Life update.. Melissa now has 8 kids, Sam has 1 Dani has 1 and Christopher is hoping condoms don't break lmfao. He just moved back to Cali from Nebraska this week. Divorced.. Thank God! Still have extraordinary bad taste in guys hahaha.

The more things change the more they stay the same.. Married now. OK, That's a huge change lol. Melissa is about to give birth to her 4th child, Danielle is about to turn 15 and I am losing my house. This past weekend two cops beat Samantha.. Nice update lmfao

So much is going on it's just freaking insane. There is so much stress it is unbelievable. I feel like it all may just take over and drown me most days. Little by little it is sorting out. The biggest complaint I have is..I am in the midst of cleaning up others messes. UGH!!!! At times I just want to walk away from all this trying to save the ( Read more... )

It seems about a lifetime ago I wrote all this. It has been over 4 years since I last posted and just for old time sake decided to post. Maybe in a few years I will have yet another moment where I come across something in google or whatever search engine is in place and find this again. Life is very different these days. Danielle just graduated 6th ( Read more... )

Finally I remembered once again about livejournal. In reading old things I posted all I can say is wow..I have come so far in getting over everything I was dealing with when I started this. I can't believe I made it thru all of that. Even tho Dr.'s, Family and friends ever doubted it could be done. I am so happy right now. This is the best my life ( Read more... )

I am currently gaining as I proceed...more knowledge of my chosen spiritual path..insight into myself as well. I am changing in a lot of ways yet...it is all for the better. Others may have thier opionins...as they are entitled..of course:: does polite if not sarcastic curtsy:: I am a Pagan following my own inclusive of all exclusive to none path. ( Read more... )

Everything is screwed up in my head again...this time the familiarity of the last time 5 years ago is draining...i mentally cannot do all this repressed memories coming to light again....I barely made it last time and made a lot of mistakes because of it.This time no one is around who understands and listens without messing with me more. Emotional ( Read more... )

holy shit!!!It was awesome..i yes 1 week after turning 40 i went into a mosh pit..i fell or was pushed but, I made it even better somehow..I got a scraped up leg and knee and couldn't be happier..lol. after almost being shot in the head and them missing from less than 5 ft away..It kinda frees you into taking more risks for the sake of living. I'm ( Read more... )

I really didn't remember this journal name or password..Then it hit me...so much has happened since I last posted. I moved back to the very town and house I grew up in.::shivers::scary...My kids and I all hate it here. Will updated more later now that I am found I shall keep posting here.Hi to all I haven't spoken to in such a long time.

hey to all......my puter is still dead dead dead...i miss eveyone so much..considering i did chose at one point to have a frinds on the net only policy...life is still a struggle but I am going to succeed.those who stuck thru the drama with me...thank you. i love you.