there's something wrong with me. im not too sure what it is but i think that theres something wrong with me. it seems to hurt if i try to force a smile. i used to be all chipper and bouncy but now im just a schlumish person. hopefully things will perk up now that kelley's on her way home at this very moment..we'll see how things go for me

im still out to prove everyone wrong one day....the berlin wall is in tokyo

so i was eating my sandwich today and i thought of something...i have to use my tongue to chew food. then i tried to chew without using my tongue and it got akward...i was biting my tongue trying to chew my bread, and it was frustrating i prob looked like a retard-looking like im biting my tongue when im really just trying to chew without using my ( Read more... )

idk but everyone has their schedule thing so yeah..i decided to put mine up too..bock is in most of my classes so ik that i have at least one friend in my classes...who else wants to be my friend ( Read more... )

the most important event comes first. thursday july 8, 2004 was the four month of me and tommy! now ik it may not seem like a big deal to ne one but it is to me...and hopefully tommy as well. he didnt sing to me on our four month (like he did tonight hehe) but i did get a card...an online card! oh yes im the luckiest girl in the world. it had music ( Read more... )

my day was happy. woke up too early, went to work until later in the afternoon. then got picked up and me and tommy spent the day at the fish place looking at penguins. but the damn bird too a shit on my hand and then bit me, now i have red marks on my wrist! then we went to the store and got me some vitamins bc im weak.

today i woke up happy for once! and my day kept getting better and better bc i knew that tmw i get to see the penguins!!!...oh yeah tommy too. i was helping someone at work today and started to laugh at them bc they reminded me of someone that i had seen before..hmm yeah im still kinda slap happy bc im making no sense. so he thought i was talking ( Read more... )

i was laying in bed for about 20 minutes tonight thinking about things that were making me mad. well it turns out that laying there didnt help me at all it just made me thing about stupid things that would make me even more mad and more sad. and then i felt really alone, ik this all sounds like im losing my mind but i kinda think that i am. ( Read more... )

last night i burnt my arm with fireworks on accident...it hurt. my cousin spent the night so i was kinda kicked out of my room and was awakened this morning to my sister coming in and telling me to listen to her kid just in case he wakes up...of course he did but i was still asleep so my cousin (who stole my room!) watched him for me to make up for ( Read more... )

woke up reasonably early today..11:30! walked around my house and well yeah...cleaned my room ( Read more... )