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had a fucking awesome weekend.

*loves to jeremy (lots-o-loveage to you for hangin out with me friday, it was fucking awesome..."i got a fiver if you let me see your jugs")

*mad <3-age to anneh...sorry about your dog. you are a sexy beast!

*let it be known that mike is one hip radical dude.

i <3 milkshakes.

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today. yesterday. tomorrow.

i do not believe in God.
i have found that i do not need a god.
i do not oppose or ridicule those who believe otherwise.

it is officially fall.
the air is so calm and beautiful.
and the scent, like these drugs, comfort me.

i fear creating a monster
out of what started as a masterpiece.

im going for a walk

but my heart knows im a poet.

yesterday was a good day.
BOOHBAH! (or was it poohbah?) hahahaha...damn that thing is creepy.

i bought myself some rainbow clips yesterday. they make me happy.
( birthday bitching )

im not going to Austin City Limits. jackie cant go, and i refuse to go without her. the concert meant nothing, i was just really looking forward to seeing her. its been over a year.

dammit, i miss her.

didnt sleep at all. i stayed up all night listening to some older cds. my legs kept twitching and my stomach hurt really bad.

but im alive.

barely breathing, cant feel most of my body, and my hair is greasy.

what a lovely beginning to a wonderful crappy day.