Today's going better than yesterday, but honestly, today kinda sucks too. It looks like my biggest problem is going to be at work. Between stress levels and the availability of terrible-for-you-food, I'm stress-munching far too much for my own good ( Read more... )

I've taken some time, and thought seriously about a lot of things, and this is what I've come up with.

1. I am extremely excited that I'm going to be a Mommy. Up until now, I've been very nervous, anxious, and generally just concerned about my situation. How will I support a baby? What will I do if Gabe and I selfdestruct as is per-usual with ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know why I let him get to me still. It's been quite a few months since we were last "together" together, and even the fact that I need to make that clarification bothers me. We've had long, drawn out conversations over and over and over again about how we feel strongly about each other, and we care so much...but for some reason he ( Read more... )

 So I didn't get the L.O.D./Merchandiser Specialist position at Old Navy...I have to admit I'm a little disappointed. But Laura Penn has worked for the company longer, and she's probably better suited for it anyways. Jarrod pulled me aside this morning, and made a point to tell me first so that when he made the announcement I wasn't disappointed. ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm feeling so blah right now. And I'm perfectly aware as to why, too. No surprises, Gabe's being an asswipe and rubbing things in my face. What makes it worse is that I'm not even upset because he's got someone new. It's whatevs, I'm so done with that horrible relationship, I'm honestly happy he found someone new. What bothers me is that he ( Read more... )

 La la la, today's been kinda nice. It's beautiful out (if not just a little too hot), I woke up in a good mood, I've spent most of the day being amused, and there's nothing really bothering me. I've decided if Gabe wants to be an asshat and stop speaking to me, it's his loss. I'm, as he said, "one of the best things that ever happened to him" and ( Read more... )

text outside of lj cut (explaining what the cut is, for example.)

( Arthur Fonzarelli's got an army of clones!! )

I've finally made a decision - I'm applying to Salem State for the fall semester, with a tentative major in English. I will suffer through living with Mom and Dad until I can afford to move out, and I'm going to hold off on getting another job until absolutely 100% necessary for fear of burning myself out again. If I do get another job, it will ( Read more... )

 I decidedly need a second...well, technically third....job. I have too many bills to pay right now, and it's all complicated. Ugh. Life. I'm still unsure about school. I feel like I'd be wasting money if I went back to college and I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. I suppose it wouldn't hurt to go back and take core requirements, right? I miss ( Read more... )

Alas, the wonderful feeling of an empty store, a cup of coffee and a full tummy ( Read more... )