lava

lava, she says, brings yr ego crashing down...
with red fire and sandpaper waves
crawling over yr skin.
i took my medication, she says, so i should be fine-
i should be alright_

why wont the tears comewhy wont the tears come ( Read more... )

i decided that i cant kill myself. basically, because i am going to rot in hell and feel the same pain that i am feeling now.

sigh.

steve, come home.

scotti, where are you?

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lj is being wicked queer

wicked good

last night was so WEIRD

i feel rather depressed. sunday night was, erm, eventful. anxiety depression etc. following it now. had a good day yesterday on the surface, scotti spent his whole lunchbreak with me. saw brian, chilled with tamsin.

i think its just cause i am on the rag that shit is going down. hopefully.

you dont like what i say, fine, but dont FUCKING attack me ( Read more... )

well i have decided that there are about 5 people on this earth that i can deal with rationally ( Read more... )

stepped on a nail, school was tiresome, etc... could bitch forever if i wanted to ( Read more... )