i got kicked out. or left, i am not sure REALLY what happened. i feel better/worse. i am really upset with someone because i feel like i am being judged.

i really am like WHOA. just like the song.

kill me, kiss me...
either one is okay by my standards,
cause if you dont kiss me it will kill me
but if you DO kiss me
the pain of knowing that someone cares is
triggering

god i like you. i like you so much that it literally hurts me to my soul ( Read more... )

caitlin, godi need you right now,

I HAD THE BEST DAY YESTERDAY! WHY AM I WRITING IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS ( Read more... )

at my work last night we were morbidly discussing, "if there was a plane crash, and you had to eat someone that works here, who would you eat."
yah, he chose me. "no offense, but you would last a lot longer than me." cause i am a fatty. a big fat fatty. i went to the bathroom and cried for twenty minutes after that.

crushed.

i am in love. lots of love.

i am really depressed, but i am fucking hyper as all hell. maybe i am having a mixed state. fuck that shit, my thoughts are not a pathology ( Read more... )

where is my group?
should i go upstairs?
they are like ten min. late...

i am wicked compulsive about writing in this journal and the [secret] journal this day