Play me a happy, upbeat song and dance with me...

today... i went to friendlys, the mall... DD and then work oh at DD i got smoothie spilt on me. WHOOO

So... the future scares me... and I have no clue what I want to do, where i want to be... or where... and... well its scary...

I am a loner, yet a people person.
I love my friends, yet i hate them.
Im happy, yet im sad.
Im smiling, but im really frowning.
Im laughing, but i want to cry.
I am so sure, yet i have no clue.
I need you,  but I need no one.
I am happy with who I am, but i hate who i am.
I want to be alone, but i want to be with you.
I have a clear mind, but my mind is ( Read more... )

Soo the past couple days were in fact enjoyable... Yesterday was Big Day Out.... it was hot, the food and beverages were WAAY over priced ($4 for a fuckin bottle of water?) and you werent allowed to bring your own in.... BUT i went with Ashley, Skylar, and breeders (Emily and Bryan i think their names are :-D) we had a fun fun time! Saw people, did ( Read more... )

I know i havent updated for a while... but right now i wanna take some time to say R.I.P to my grandmother on  my fathers side.... Mary (Nana) J. Bond August 13, 1939- July 30, 2007. Today was her wake and funeral... and in fact the first ive been fortunate to go to in this almost twenty years of my life... I knew it wouldnt hit me until i saw her ( Read more... )

buy me a speaker... my thumpa thumpa needs a boost...

"Can't you hear it... the old 'thumpa thumpa'?"     According to Emmett, thats the beat of gay men everywhere... (not to mention all dance music :-p)  So i know, wherever i am... whatever im doing... I will always hear the beat... always be able to dance... always able to put a smile on my face... willing to dance with me?

ABC of MeThe Letter AAre you available?:yes What is your age?:19What annoys you?:homophobia, dumbness, your faceThe Letter BDo you live in a big house?:its kinda bigWhen is your birthday?:October 1stWho is your best friend?:Kaitlyn, Ashley, Kendra.... The Letter CWhat's your favorite candy?:Peanut Butter M&M'sWho's your crush?:your mom?When was the ( Read more... )

Well i would just like to let you all know i had the bike ride from hell, to work today.... it SUCKED. My stepfather once again left with the car... giving me JUST enough time to finish getting ready and ride a bike to work...  sooo about halfway there... i started feeling sick, like i was going to both puke and pass out... so i stopped at a store ( Read more... )