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Jun 23, 2007 00:14

Wouldnt it just be nice for everyone to put a smile on their face for just one day? For everyone to just let all their anger and frustration go away... if not just for today? All racism, hate... all depression gone? What so many people wouldnt give for just a day in utopia...

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phoenix_kazari October 19 2007, 07:59:46 UTC

hrm...well we'll start with this...i don't hate you. in fact i was mroe hurt by you because i had ASSUMED we were close, but in reality maybe we weren't when you couldn't turn me gay? lol. i dunno, we were good friends...you, myself, and andy. then marcia came along. ALOT of my attitude came from dating marcia. she drove me nuts. so i apologize for my anger coming out towards you and andy. him and i already made amends. i was blunt, about what i thought of him, but still apologized for scaring him that night. either way, just thought i'd say no matter what "ill will" you had towards me or whatever thoughts you had in your head about myself or my character...i never hated you. i was just disappointed and hurt. hell, i didn't even hate joelle, though the night at the fireworks i was amused how ghost didn't say shit when i walked by after ranting of me for months saying he'd "kick my ass", but that is neither here nor there ( ... )

penis_rocks October 20 2007, 10:14:51 UTC

First off... we WERE pretty close... and no i never thought i could turn you gay. Marcia now drives me insane... she has bailed out on visiting here twice and me and andy couldnt get ahold of her a day we were going to go visit her. I couldnt say i hated you... i strongly disliked how you seemed to be involved in others problems... and trouble just always seemed to be where you were. I dont know if it was all coincidence or what... but i didnt want my friends to have un-needed problems... so i definately disagree with your view for my devotion towards friends. As for ghost, never really liked him and i hear hes not one to be trusted anyways... so its no suprise he didnt keep his word.

phoenix_kazari October 20 2007, 15:23:52 UTC

i told you BOTH in the beginning that she wouldn't visit and would bail. she told me BEFORE she left and my MOTHER that she did not liek you guys and didn't trust you both because YOU two invoilved yourselves in others problems as well...and you always have ray. you may not want to admit it, but you always have been involved in your friends drama. andy was as well, but not so much. maybe you got better, or at least i hope, but that is to be seen. trouble only found me because of the crowd i was living with in schenectady, because in all reality...i should've neevr moved in there with marcia. hell, i should've neevr moved in the first place, and marcia should've went her own way after we came back from CO back in december 2005, but i was stupid. so my disappointment came from when we were close, then you seemingly sided towards marcia, then suddenly andy and i weren't friends anymore...and it all came around the fact of who i was dating as most viewed it. as i said...you may not want to see it, but you constantly involved yourself in ( ... )

penis_rocks October 20 2007, 10:26:04 UTC

I hit enter and wasnt done >_As for life now... I work 40 hours a week at a Super 8 motel... its a good job and ive been here almost 5 months. I bought a car, my road test is tuesday. I still live with mom because i want to take care of what i need before i set back out on my own and have to worry about more bills. I actually kept a bf for almost 6 months... but he began blaming me for everything so that was over. Im currently kinda seeing a boy who unfortunately goes to college in rochester... He was Kaitlyns brothers best friend years ago... and kaitlyn has had a crush on him and doesnt like the fact that we are very into eachother. Hes driven all the way here just to take me out to dinner and spend the night with me :) As for other stuff... my friends have been ranting on me to get my GED and go to college... but i need to do it all in my own time and alot of them just dont understand that... so its been getting me down lately. Overall i am doing pretty well and I wouldnt mind meeting up with you at some point.. maybe to discuss ( ... )

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