valentine's day

[penisxcore]

i wake up an hour earlier than planned and play "words with friends" (a scrabble ap) on my iphone until my alarm goes off. my shower and breakfast are ordinary except im filled with a quiet dread: i agreed to fuck a woman in her mid-fifties, which sounds more awkward than terrible, but since its the second day in a row of doing this gig (and there

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[592311]

lol oh you. Note to self: dress in sleeveless shirts & wear tight pants.

[penisxcore]

yes and yes. im always glad to receive pics. haha... but seriously:

daniel.unk@gmail.com ???

who knows...

[ww0308]

This post is fascinating. I'm so glad you're documenting all this craziness and not just living it, although as in American Psycho, the flat literalness and lack of emotion in your tone makes me worry a bit about what your unstated emotions might be. Hopefully that'll wear off and you'll start to sound a bit softer, warmer, and more human again.

I'm really surprised they scheduled that shoot for Valentine's Day, but I guess it's a pretty jaded crew, and delaying for sentimental reasons would have cost money.

[penisxcore]

yeah, the businessmen dont pay attention to minor holidays. but im not in a relationship so it wasnt a big deal.

but i think im emotionally okay. the style of writing may have had something to do with what i was reading. who knows.

[penisxcore]

but regardless, thank you for reading and all your comments. i appreciate it :)