everyones lives all lead to the same conclusion, you have to die. no matter what you do, the final journy in life is accepting death. so whats the point in dragging it out. i feel so much like giving up. i have like 3 friends that actually give a damn, and theyre the only reason i stick around. i dont think im going to survive the winter, and im ( Read more... )

So when you tell someone they can rely on you, dont fucking ignore their phone calls and then shut your phone off leaving them to sleep in a meijer parking lot (later inside in the furniture section) and freeze their fucking ass off. Furthermore, dont ignore their phone calls for the next 4 days, leaving them to suffer and hate everything including ( Read more... )

Haven't written in here in quite a while. THis summer fucking sucks. Im bored, never been so lonely, work way to much, blah. whatever. my mom found out i smoke, she's pissed and completely cut me off. I'm $170 in debt. I work 40 (sometimes 70) hours a week and still have no money. Warped tour was sweet however, finally saw Anti-Flag and Rise ( Read more... )

Fuck everything

well this is fucked up

fuck. so come May 5th ill be back home for good. kinda looking for summer, ill have a nice cash flow from my gay new jobs, and there will be many concerts to visit. last summer was probably the best few months of my life. i guess i feel like im gonna have a fresh go at everything but everything kinda sucks right now. i feel so much like giving up ( Read more... )

hopefully i can relax this weekend and make the trip up there ( Read more... )

I'm finally out of fucking debt.

Dropkick Murphys was an amazing concert.

so this could be very painful...

so bad news, i found out pretty much my favorite band Finch broke up. sad times. but i saw Mae last night and I'm seeing Dropkick in March and i just bought tickets to see Alkaline Trio in April and Thurday and Ax7 in May. so thats happy. lifes odd, im getting sick of msu and classes but spring break is in one week so thats chill. i miss her alot. ( Read more... )