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Once again, I made a hasty decision, after months of making myself miserable, and now I'm trying desperately to undo my mistake. My only fear is that trying to fix this mistake will create and even bigger problem. I get so close to feeling like myself again, and then something zings me back to being a crying wreck. I tell myself that I've made a ( Read more... )

I didn't do anything on my papers yesterday. No big deal- I have a few weeks for one and over a month for the other- but it's sent me into a tailspin of puking in the middle of the night, crying, having one anxiety attack after another, and wondering why I stayed here. I only have 19 days of class left. 19 fucking days, and I want to just cry at ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm still regretting not coming home to a degree, but am trying to enjoy life here a little. Jei and I are going to a movie tonight, and I may go to a club with her and her friends tomorrow night. I doubt I'll actually go b/c my general hope is to just read Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban for the millionth time and watch tv and eat ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is a mighty boring topic, but I would really love some advice. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do for housing come Fall. I thought that returning to the dorms was a sure thing, but I've been informed that Laura is renting rooms at a reasonable rate close to campus, and it might be nice. I really don't want to miss out on ( Read more... )

Well, it looks as though my grandmother is improving, and that has made my week so much brighter. Mom said that she's talking again, although she doesn't make much sense, and that her spirits are a bit better, so I'm thankful ( Read more... )

My ankles and back are screaming in agony, but thankfully, I have Mr. My Hands Are Always Piping Hot to rub my back better. The Bus Eireann is not meant for regular travel, yet I've spent over 30 hours on it since I got to Ireland. Damn those visits to Clonmel, but since I have yet to pay for any of my bus tickets, I won't bitch too much ( Read more... )

Ok guys, I finally have an LJ. Now I'm a member of your little club of joy and no longer will get looks of shock and horror when I have to remind you at the dinner table, "I have no clue what poll you're referring to since I don't use LJ." (Please forgive any large grammar errors; I feel my IQ slipping away and need to get some serious writing done ( Read more... )