I wish I had someone here.

Just so I could slit their throat, and no one would know about it.
But me.

But I don't.
That's right. I don't have anyone.
Even if my intentions were good.

I'v written something like this before. And it made me feel good. So I figured a new one was long overdue. It's really long, so it's alright to just not read it.

I don't know what I plan to do with this. So I guess I will write it in sections or something. I don't expect anyone to read all of this. But I know some of you will, and thank you. I love ( Read more... )

No thought was put into this,
I always knew it would come to this.

And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last?
If tomarow never comes...

Cause I'v lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with regret
That my true feelings for them were never revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day ( Read more... )

Hate.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

There's not quite a feeling...
To discribe not feeling.

The constant thought of complete numbness sickens me.

To await the ending. Is the only adventure.
Happy, Happy, Happy.

Everything's plastic. We're all going to die.

I miss you.

2004-
Moved in with Lillian.
Moved in with Shannon.
Got expelled from school for public intoxiation, and intent to distribute.
Got caught in my apartment sleeping with Chris and James.
Jumped out of a window, breaking my arm.
Bow chika wowow- Jason Rat.
Beat Melissas ass.
Punched Melissa in the face again.
Punched Darcy in her face, and got arrested.
Hit ( Read more... )