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Oh look at how she listens
She says nothing of what she thinks
She just goes stumbling through her memories
Staring out on to Grey Street

She thinks, “Hey,
How did I come to this?
I dream myself a thousand times around the world,
But I can’t get out of this place”

There’s an emptiness inside her
And she’d do anything to fill it in
But all the colors mix ( Read more... )

I wish that I could talk to you, but I know that I don't have it in me. I can't talk to you and feel like you remain ready to take on all of my misfortune. So I don't want to talk it out with you. I just keep it all inside. ALL OF IT INSIDE INSIDE INSIDE ( Read more... )

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has ( Read more... )

Heartache’s knocking on the door
Shadows dance outside her window
Tears keep falling on the floor
As the world around her crumbles

If you wanna save her
Then first you’ll have to save yourself
If you wanna free her from the hurt
Then don’t do it with your pain
If you wanna see her smile again
Don’t show her you’re afraid
Cause your circle of fear is the same

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She's paraded inside out
and can't seem to return to her skin.

A certain point. After or during a series of unfortuneate events, something inside you, might rob you of your faith. Some people are just not meant for good things.
     Good things being... happy things...
So you read about the people in horrible situations. Surely they will make you feel beter about your lesser misfortune.
Apparently, things can ( Read more... )

Chris' drunk Dad: Devin, Penny, your spagettie is on the counter...

Devin walks away and takes a bite: DAD why do you keep changing the spagettie!!??
Chris' dad: Well... I thought the salsa was the spagettie sauce. BUT I ADDED THINGS IN TO FIX IT.

Me: Just hysterically laughing for like 30 minutes.

Every week Chris' dad comes home drunk and trys to ( Read more... )

18 Days until Blinkys birthday.
I already have the best present planned out for him. Better than anything money could ever buy for Blink. Except drugs. But those really are bad.

So I think that people might make them selvs schitzo or multi-personalitys. I mean, of corse there is reasoning behind them looking for such an out that their personality ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Danielle Curry Gweppet.

I would write this huge entry about our everlasting friendship. And every little thing that it consists of, but let me be the first to say... I was up all night, and now I'm up all early, and now I'm headed to freaking work.... NO. I meannn... Let me be the first to say...

(In my journal atleast):

You are the ( Read more... )