i am very cold and sick but i'm sort of content. my tummy hurts but i am listening to music for the first time in a few days. i am wearing a skirt and a metacom shirt and feel like a baby but it's ok.i wish my skirt were shorter. i don't know why...it's not like i even like my legs or think they look particularily good in short skirts. but yeah. i ( Read more... )

How come when i go to www.images.com and search 'marriage' i get pictures of sex? ugh...

MARRIAGE DOES NOT EQUAL SEX!!!

Is it an adage or something that things have to hit rock bottom before they can ...go up? haha...no sexual reference was meant. anyhow, i've got a feeling that i'm a bit ...a bit ok. and as scary as that seems to me, fuck it ( Read more... )

it's been forever since i've posted. well, yesterday, but still. i'm ...gosh, i'm struggling. i tried to...yesterday and...ugh...of course, i even fail at that ( Read more... )

i hope to die.

it's about time.

Well, now considering purchasing a book on tantric sex ( Read more... )

Does that mean i want to be full of grates ( Read more... )

no not really. sorry for the let down.

i'm a drowsy one and i got distracted. went downstairs from cleaning the room and emailed mr brown about the order of the miller tropics. good times. alejandro talking.

i feel like some pancakes post work...;)

and this will be short.

that's all.

-i cut last night.
-i got sick last night.
-i wish that i could kill myself.

+my numbers are less than they were overall.
+shannon emailed me.
+i have friends.
+i wrote 2 poems and one REAL journal entry. hehe sorry guys.
+my little sister is the coolest.