woke the same as any other day ( Read more... )

lithium apologie: i fucking hate people ( Read more... )

its hard to keep my eyes glued shut,
my mouth closed,
and the words inside,
blocking, and building against my closed lips,
rushing forward, I can feel it
each letter stopping up my veins,
each one leaving my head,
and losing its way.

well, i was pissed off, but know I'm much better, to my extensive relief, I had a great day. Yesterday everybody was pissing me off really badly, i wanted to pop a round into something (you all are so lucky you didn't get the chance to see me and piss me off too) so i was awake flipping through guitar fake books until really late last night. Then ( Read more... )

i mean do i even have a best friend anymore? gosh, i need a hobby or something. lol. or several. no one really talks to me anymore. no one comes over either. i look at my friend's journals and blahgs and myspaces's and they're always talking about how they went out and had a great time with all of their pretty friends, or how they just went to the ( Read more... )

i forgot the words to my favourite song today. it made me feel like a betrayer or something.... unfaithful. i was just standing there singing then "uh... woah, i forgot the next line" i feel bad now. i feel stupid and lost too.

hey everyone, long time, sorry i havent updates recently, sorry, no i haven't dissapeared, commited suicide, been kidnapped, been murdered, been eaten by carnivorous leeches or any of the heinous imaginings that you possibly have come up with.... i'm going to try and do a mowhawk tomorrow, so wish me luck with that ;), yeah i'll try to get some ( Read more... )

so here's my 'perfect guy criteria', i wrote it in AP English today, so excuse the good grammar.... love ya if you're reading this.

I want a guy with a mind like a diamond. He must look good in hooded items of clothing and have great hair to play with. He has to play an instrument like guitar, bass or drums, but if he doesn't, that's ok, because ( Read more... )

well, not too much to whine about this week, i got my hair cut, almost had a complex because i had to go to the mall with my ex, and now i'm talking to nick, so its all better now... lol ah yes, the joys of such boredom... i'm hot, i think i'm coming down with the flu, i feel really hot, my head hurts and i'm nauseas.... god, that would suck... oh ( Read more... )

yeah so i was bored... lol. looking for something to do because i don't have a boyfriend (anyone availiable ( Read more... )