i don't fit in. people like me. i've never had a clique. i've never cared to have one. i want one now. what makes girls gravitate towards each other and get all giggly and make them share secrets and want to hang out. how come no one has ever really been like that with me? how are melissa and jen so close? how come i'm not invited to hang out with ( Read more... )

last night i was really depressed. i had been stressed out about learning all of these new things for work, and even though i was doing alot better than my co-workers at learning these things, i'm nervous about being able to retain all of this information. on top of that my boys are on tour an i worry about them and for 2 weeks every time i try to ( Read more... )

i realize that for the past two, maybe three yeas i wasn't myself most of the time. I thought everything was all good, but i realize that i just wasn't comfortable with the people i was hanging out with. not all of them of course, but i don't know why. they're nice people, but i would just be so shy and wouldn't know what to say around them. it was ( Read more... )

i wish i could take a select few and start a colony. some where far far away. away from the people that bring me down. we dont even have to form a colony. maybe we could just move to the east coast. i hear the people are harder there, but i hear theyre all softees on the inside. i know that even there not everyone is going to be nice, but i want to ( Read more... )

Today is 7-11. Free slurpee day. I walked to the 7-11 in the square with Andrea Rodriguez, Shannon Haslinger, and Renzo... Renzo, to celebrate this joyous occasion. But alas, that particular franchsze wasn't participating in the event. Luckily, the 7-ll by my house was celebrating. The cups were even 7.11 oz.

Jamie and I have been broken up since November of 2005, but it just hasn't seemed so. I still like him a lot, and through miscommunication i thought that he felt the same. Turns out, he doesn't. There, unfortunately, is a lot more to it, and unfortunately, I decided that we have to stop seeing each other. It's a shame because he's been my best ( Read more... )