I did Christmas-Eve-Eve things all day and then around 8 Ariel called me but I was busy so I didn't answer and I called her back around 9. She said was was laying in her bed trapped in her dark room as she had been all day because her Mom and brother came in for the holidays so now she is locking herself in her room until the new year. She wanted ( Read more... )

Karma caught up with me. I spent nearly two weeks hibernating in my house. All of the energy that should have been spent in those two weeks were spent in less than a day and a half. I can't tell you all of it right now. Mostly because I'm running off of 4 hours of sleep and I'm a little loopy. Briefly though, I took my friend and some of her other ( Read more... )

Last night I didn't go out despite the confusing ladyfriend wanted me to. I knew she would be preoccupied with her other ladyfriends as usual, and I decided it would make me more happy to spend more time with myself than competing for attention. Today she sends me a message asking me to go see her perform at some hole in the wall bar... None of her ( Read more... )

I will go to bed soon, and I will set my alarm and wake up by 11 o'clock. These days when I wake around 12:30 the thought of facing the day makes me sick and I usually try with all of my might to fall back asleep. Tomorrow I will wake up early, and I will make myself a delicious breakfast. I will make my own juice with the help of our fresh fruit ( Read more... )

I can't seem to pry myself from the comfort of my home. This is highly unusual for me... I've been out to run to the grocery store and a few other errands here and there, but otherwise I have not left the house... I usually go to the bar 3ish times a week, and stay at friends and such, but lately I am just burnt out from it all. I will be forced to ( Read more... )

I'm officially done with people ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is with me, but I absolutely hate the freakin phone!!! I don't mind talking to people when we're calling for a specific purpose, and I don't mind chatting for a bit when I haven't seen you in a while and we need to catch up. Other than that I hate the phone. The cell phone has to be the worst invention in the world. Luckily it ( Read more... )

I've had an overdose of sentiment lately, but surprisingly it's far from killing me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was in love with a girl that calls herself misunderstood but I understand that she is misunderstood because she doesn't understand herself ( Read more... )

Last night went pretty much as I expected it too, only it kinda stung a lot worse than anticipated. I keep forgetting that these walls I build up are not truly there. They're just an image for other people to see. I made the mistake of living in these lies and believing them ( Read more... )