I am at school right now and i am having a blast. Being here and not having class is great. I have to go because Al and I are going shopping. The apartment is cute, my room is amazing with a bed, a sitting area and a bay window. I got paid when I didn't think i was going to. I figured out the whole credit card getting denied thing which was ( Read more... )

So because of the previous journal I looked up a bunch of old journals and found some really sad ones. It is amazing how far I have come and how different I am. It is pretty incredible to be happy, know that you are happy, and to remember that you weren't always as blessed. Don't get me wrong, I don't have a terrible life, I just had a lot to ( Read more... )

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.

Casey just laughs at us all.

This was the best year ever. The sorority was hard at times, but it really kept me going. Getting into trouble with Casey never ends, but it is great. Grades weren't the best, but then again I had O Chem. There were random nights of just driving, parking and taking pictures. There were the hook ups, the denials, and the infamous spin the ( Read more... )

So today I had to go to the Pi Kappa Phi house i UCLA for composites. I have to admit that I was nervous, I mean walking into a fraternity house is not something I do everyday. So when we got up to the door there was a group waiting to get in to make annoucements cause as it turns out they are having chapter meeting. So we get up there and they ( Read more... )

Some people let their positions get to their heads and that is frustraing. Yesterday was Casey's day to be in charge. She has one of the most important jobs in the sorority that requires her to be innovative and yet authorative. Some people kind of freaked about things that we should have all just accepted. Last year when we went through we ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping, but I think I wanna write. I had an amazing weekend, I blew lots of money on rent, but boy was it worth it to wake up Sunday morning and feel safe and warm. The people that were there were amazing. It was a lot of fun and there were no worries about anyone being uncomfortable, it was great ( Read more... )

I get to go to formal, that is a nice little update and I am excited. I talked to mom today who remains to be one of the most amazing people I have ever met. She grew up with five sisters and one brother. They lived very modestly sometimes they would stretch a can of baked beans as a dinner for them all. Then she got married right out of high ( Read more... )

I was writing a journal entry and then there was an error, but it went away. It came down to the fact that I have been poor my entire life and I am not sure why I chose to come to school here where I have to spend so much money. Then why did I join a sorority. Wow my previous journal was a lot more profound. Either way I have never been able to ( Read more... )

Some days are better than others, some days I am less afraid of being alone. I think the worst part about being alone is that you can be consumed by self doubt and there is no one there to disagree with it. I am the type of person who feels like a loser when she stays in on the weekends, how am I going to feel this summer? I made a decision ( Read more... )