but you, you've gone to far this time
you have neither reason nor rhyme
with which to take this soul that is so rightfully mine.

no more. goodbye. the end.

My soul has needed the ocean. I feel like its christmas. i can't sleep. i can't wait.

Today I passed my thesis defense with NO REVISIONS! Suck it grad school. Two more big papers and I'm done with the academic component and on to performing... oh yeah, and i got a teaching fellowship for next spring so that will be a new experience... :)

This is what makes me so suddenly and terribly UNinterested in academia, which I absolutely loved before this year ( Read more... )

when I consider all the tragedy in life, all the people dying or grieving or silenced, etc.
It is pretty damn incredible to me that so much love manages to find away and so much hope survives.
So why do I feel so defeated by a stupid 100 page thesis when I am surrounded by the most loving fiance and most incredible friends a human could ever ask

I couldnt' bring both my planners with me to arizona so I actually don't know when any of you lovelies may actually get into town aka please call me when this happens and we will find times/ways to get together.

The GOOD:
*OH MY GOD I LOVE WARM WEATHER. 2 days in the sunshine have made me feel SO much better!
*I missed my brothers oh so much
*I forgot ( Read more... )

Why does death seem constantly present in my life right now?
GP was so wonderful. and so young.
Curse this mortality.
I'll be more elegant later.

Its been a rather strange time... I feel like death or near death has been surrounding me recently. Friends, family, old versions of myself, old dreams. Everything feels so painfully and stereotypically cycle of life right now.

FROM HIS FACEBOOK STATUS: "Sean Lyons is imploring his fellow colleagues and friends to be rational in their emotion, constructive in their rage, and collaborative in their fear. We will band together, we will not go quietly, but let us beware cynicism. Let us be intelligent, effective, and purpose-filled in our actions. Artists always find a way ( Read more... )

for some reason i've felt TERRIBLY homesick all day today.
on the upside katherine sent me loads of brilliant pictures.
on the downside i think i may be getting sick.
am torn between going to circuits tomorrow, sleeping in, and getting reading done.