Rush

[peppysgirl]

I'd been feeling numb for so long now, I swear I'd forgotten how to feel. That turned out to be wrong, when I check on Kaiden and see "Zoey, you make me the happiest person in the world! Today was epic with you! :)" All of a sudden I got so fucking pissed. I don't know if it was at her, or him, or myself, or what, but it felt like my blood was

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[zucchinipuffs]

Stacey you really need to talk to someone as soon as possible. I don't mean a shrink necessarily but at least someone who will help you sort this out. You can't do this, once will turn into twice and eventually you'll be right back in the same destructive spiral that you were in a few years ago. This won't be something that you'll be able to moderate. Don't fall off the horse now of all times. You can beat this. I'm still in town so I'm free to meet and talk if you want to.

[peppysgirl]

I've been good. I'm honestly too busy to even think about it right now lol. I appreciate the offer, but I've actually had no re-offends so I think I'm good.

[darkrain137]

I know we've kind of drifted apart in the last year or so, but I still really care about you, and you'll always be the first real friend I have. Please, please don't go there. I know how you feel, believe me, but please stay strong. Think about that place you used to be, do you really want to go back there?
I love you Stace, you can message/text me any time you want <3

[peppysgirl]

I know we have, and it's sad. My horrid schedule has made friend-time difficult to do right now, but hopefully that can be rectified.

I've been good since. I haven't done anything else, so I think I'm okay for the time being.

Thanks <3 I know, and same to you.