So yeah i know i get paranoid alot and all that crap but i dunno i guess i just can't get in a good mood anymore! like today i was pretending to be mad at Ethan cause he called himslef fat and when i turned around to be like i'm just kidding get back here he was with someone who i can't stand him being around! so i got mad about that i then i ( Read more... )

So yeah lately i haven't been 100% on the happy side and i talked to Ethan about it and of course he was like i feel like i'm not doing my job right and we got into a fight thingy and i felt horrible. But i felt good today. Even my finger that has been killing me has started to feel a little better! which i awesome!!! it still looks really bad but ( Read more... )

so my grandpa had a stroke...i really don't know what to think about it. After all he is really mean to me. but i still love him and don't want anything to happen to him....*sigh* i'm rather confused!

YEAH YEAH YEAH...HOW BOUT THIS....B.SPRINGS IS GOING TO CHAMPS!!! OOOOOO.... AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT WE GOT 2ND!!!!!!!

CHA BABY...YOU KNOW!!!! :D * :D

SINEP SINEP SINEP....YOU KNOW!!!

That seems to be the big thing with me right now. I Don't care how i do it. I would do anything to get skinny and the bad thing is, i mean it. Anything, starting tomorrow i will only drink a protien shake for breakfast and have water for lunch and whatever my mom cooks for supper a VERY LITTLE snack after school and that is it! I know that sounds ( Read more... )

This is to all you skinny bitches that think you are fat. Let me tell you this you don't have to wake up in the morning and worry about your fucking fat hangin over your pants or having to deal with people staring at you in the halls cause you are fat. You look almost perfect in a fucking bathing suit when us fat people have to worry about that ( Read more... )

Okay so i was right ( Read more... )

it's weird when you finally think that after you got you life back together after it had been a wreck(don't ask) you feel distant from Everyone. And you feel that the only friend that is working to be your friend (other then them band geeks that i love) is the one guy you only thought was your friend cause he is your boyfriends friend....i dunno... ( Read more... )

Not the least bit of fun! but last night i did go to see a movie with Ethan Bri dia and James it was fun! the movie sucked though! -lol-

So yeah paranoia hits again! and i dunno whY!

I HATE PRISSY RICH STUCK UP BITCHES WHO THINK THAT THEY ARE EVERYTHING AND CAN GET EVERYTHING THAT THEY WANT! IT SICKENS ME TO NO FUCKING END!!!!!! Amanda is a great girl why the hell does she has to have such a horrible family i don't get it! And let them know let her take me out of the wedding if she finds out i don't care. i felt so out of place ( Read more... )