Well in about two hours Brandon should be here to pick me up for our first date. I am nervous and excited all at once. I am really happy that we started talking and everything has gone great so far. I just hope that tonight goes well. I know what we're doing and where we're going and such but I really don't know what to expect. I think that we'll ( Read more... )

Ok major ouch today. I burnt the heck out of my hands at work while cleaning. I had to file an accident report and all that fun stuff. My hands are pretty much fine now but I still have one nasty blister on my finger. Eh... perks of the job so to speak. I have gotten so many burn and cut scars since working there it's crazy ( Read more... )

Well I knew it would happen sooner or later... I got my first B in photography. Yeah I know that might not mean much to some of you but it is a big deal to me. I have never gotten anything less than an A in my classes. Oh well, I guess I'm normal now.. I still have extra credit turned in so my final grade is an A but still. I took my Communications ( Read more... )

Oh gosh.. I have been in the worst moods when writing here lately. Everyone please know that I am not nuts and that sometimes I just need to vent. Anywho ( Read more... )

Anoother day another fuck up in this wretched life I call my existence. However, this time I had nothing to do with the fuck up... I just don't know where to go from here. I am struggling with so many things at this point... family, job, school, myself, my future.. everything. I can't seem to make a decision on anything and I want out. I want out ( Read more... )

I guess I'm going to call Dr. Farley's office in the morning to see if she is accepting any new patients. I don't think my current doctor is doing a very good job so I'm gonna switch. I still have this wicked rash on my hands but it had now spread to my head, face, back of my neck, and between my breats. It hurts like hell and itches worse than it ( Read more... )

Alright, ever since I broke up with Greg I have been talking to a bunch of guys... some I like and others, well quite frankly remind me of Greg. But I'm starting to run into a problem. Some of these guys actually like me and quite possibly wanna be more than just friends. This scares the hell out of me right now. These guys are great and I feel ( Read more... )