I'm not in the best mood again... yeah that took long huh? Anyway... I am beyond ready for my own place. My mom made the comment today about how I need to clean my room because "everytime she walks in there she has trouble finding things". What the fuck? I asked why she was going in there and she acted like she didn't even say it. Argh! It's not ( Read more... )

it's been forever and a day since i have posted on here. A lot has changed... as it always does. I am working on getting everything together to go to Wright State this fall to start on my B.A. in History. I plan to attend law school after that, I hope Harvard. Yeah that's right... I said Harvard, deal with it ( Read more... )

So my brother was suppoused to get back from New York at 2am well it's now 7:30am and still no word. I'm not sure if I should be worried or not. Dad got home from work about four this morning and has been waiting in Greenon's parking lot for the bus to pull in for a couple hours now. I know he must be exhausted so I went to check on him when I ( Read more... )

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I absolutely love the group Crossfade ( Read more... )

I still cry over him. It's been two months and I just can't handle anything. I didn't think I would ever be affected like this. I got played again but this time I fell in love with the player. God please let me let go... it hurts so bad and I can't stop crying when I'm alone. I don't want to be alone anymore.... I want back what we had... I hate ( Read more... )

I feel like everything is falling apart at the seams. I haven't felt like this for a while and I don't like it one bit. It would be sooo damn easyto give up on everything and everyone and just go back to how I was. I'm half way there physically. All of my efforts of the last year have failed because of where I am now. Nothing has changed, no matter ( Read more... )

It absolutely amazes me how shallow people can be. Perhaps some think I am, I hope not considering I give everyone a chance within reason. I think it is time to take a break from everyone. I need some time to think and some space. So as for contactng me on messengers and possibly the phone you might not be able to reach me for a while. I have goals ( Read more... )

i want a boy that will stay with me for always ( Read more... )

Ok, well I am still unsure of my whole dating scene. I had a lot of fun with Brandon on Saturday night, although it ended in an unusual fashion for me. We've talked a couple of times since then and he has been a little distant. Last night I asked where we were going with this and he said friends for now. That's fine with me I just wanted to know ( Read more... )