I've held on to this livejournal for YEARS. It definitely grew & evolved with me over the years...but I suppose there comes a time for all good things to come to an end. I'm officially saying au revoir to my journal. I suppose I'll keep it for the memories, but i've moved on to better things. Head to whoalansi.blogspot.com for my personal blog or ( Read more... )

it's probably been said about a trillion times: long distance is hard.

sometimes I just wanna give up. i'm having one of those weeks. & I don't want to sit here being like I miss you. I miss you. i miss you.

but I miss you.

& I'm not very good at articulating how I feel. nor do I want to be clingy, if that's even possible from 4 provinces away. i ( Read more... )

These are supposedly 27 questions that no one would EVER think to ask ( Read more... )

i'm going to italy tomorrow...rome, more specifically. i shouldn't be going...I really can't afford it...I mean, I can..it just means I need to keep worrying about the money situation for another few weeks...but I have tuesday to saturday off at starbucks & heahter & zevi are in rome...& i have been so so so so good & haven't gone ANYWHERE yet. i' ( Read more... )

i got a compliment on my french the other day. it's the first time it's happened in a long time & it made me feel really good. i've been feeling like my french is terrible lately. mostly because i'm surrounded by ppl who don't speak english at all & so they mostly just ask me if i understand what they're saying, which i usually do until they start ( Read more... )

it's been forever since I wrote in this ( Read more... )

i feel really alone. i am really alone. my best friends don't even know yet. i haven't been able to tell them. i've told a few other people...but i just don't want pity right now.

he was one of my best friends. i told him everything. he knew everything. & now it's just me. all alone.

My flights to Aus & within Aus are booked.
My flights to & from Bangkok are booked.

We're really going.

Tomorrow we have to book our flights to LA. & then start booking hostels.

I can't wait. How am I supposed to do homework?!

1. Do you call anyone babe ( Read more... )

I've been reading my journal from France. Last night I just really missed it-the country, my city, my "house", my life, the fun, the adventures, the bad times, the food, the wine...but especially that accomplished feeling I'd get when I did something...sometimes it was something everyday & easy here...but was a challenge in France. I miss having ( Read more... )