il est de retour...& nous venons de passer une superbe soirée ensemble. comme toujours. il m'a tellement manqué. je sais que c'est enfantin de l'y dire...mais il m'a manqué. & ce soir était tellement normal et parfait. nous avons manger du sushi chez lui et parler. surtout nous avons été ensemble. et c'est ça que j'ai manqué ( Read more... )

why can't you truly offer me a job yet?! it sounded like a job offer, but it was really just a maybe you'll get the job offer. Ugh.

je suis une explorateure....

haha that was very quebecois of me....


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andrew gets back on saturday, i can't wait. & the lake was awesome & my parents are out of town & there's only one more month of coaching. & hopefully cim will call me. hopefully hopefully. otherwise I guess i'll guard. I really want to outside, so it'd be nice if CIM got back to me so I could apply since I don't want to without first knowing when ( Read more... )

I'm done, I'm just so fucking done with this shit. Because that's what it is, shit. What givers her the right to talk to me the way she does? To call me fat, to tell me how pretty much every little thing I do is wrong? & when did she become so fucking unsupportive? When did it become that she makes me feel 100% worse about myself than I already ( Read more... )

I'm letting the fact that people are having an awesome time adventuring & traveling get to me. I'm really & truly happy for them. I'm just so not happy for myself. I don't want to be stuck here. I don't want to put this kitchen together anymore while my brother sits on his ass. I just want to have fun. I just want to feel happy. I just want the ( Read more... )

i haven't felt sick at all today, but for some reason my nose won't stop running right now. it's gross ( Read more... )

i like country...because of songs like this. sometimes i just want someone to feel this way about me. you know ( Read more... )

I am done done done done! & now it's off to Fernie to coach a swim meet.

My paper is due in less than 24 hours. i have nothing written, just research. i am tired. i already pulled an almost all nighter last night (it was morning when i went to bed anyways...as in 6am), i have t do it again, but at home this time because apparently since exams are done the infocoms is now closed...because those of us with papers due ( Read more... )