Life is so fucking random and weird lately. I don't feel like I'm actually living my own life. The past month is definitely all a dream (or nightmare...).

Everything that's happening is just so abnormal. I don't know how to explain it.

Anyway... SAT scores came on Monday:

680 Critical Reading (formerly Verbal)
+ 630 Math
+ 640 Writing= 1950 ( Read more... )

It occurred to me that I never update this journal anymore. For some reason, I just find it boring to discuss my daily life now. Nothing exciting ever happens, and though it's sometimes nice to remember the little things that you probably will forget almost immediately, I don't find any enjoy in recording them anymore. But I found an old ( Read more... )

Time goes by.

Grease has come and gone. Seussical has come and gone. The former finally showed that I can handle myself and hold my own, proving those who didn't believe in me wrong. The latter showed me that not all people are as evil as they seem and that complete strangers can turn into family in mere months ( Read more... )

I still feel like shit. I've been so exhausted lately, and looking at the schedule I've got ahead of me for the two shows... I don't know how I'm gonna survive.

( Long, rambling poem )

Instant HydrationHe left on a day ( Read more... )

I fucking quit ( Read more... )

I hate reminding myself of how incredibly boring my life is by writing about it. That's why I haven't updated in a while.

Anyway... I'm Roger now in Grease. Rich stepped down because he's only at one or two rehearsals a week. So I have the part. Milly and I are gonna be the shit ( Read more... )

Maybe it's because I've played it out in grandiose forms in my mind. Maybe it's because I've not yet been successful in that department yet and have longed for this time to be different. Maybe it's because I got so deep so quickly. Maybe it's because I just wasn't meant to feel fulfilled ( Read more... )

WOOH! I'm a licensed New Jersey driver!

I feel like I need an update, for two reasons ( Read more... )