i wrote a essay on this two days ago about everything i felt, i deleted it within a day, i hate myself sometimes

im fucking happy!

it's hard to talk about your emotions when you have such a built up defense that even talking about the littlest things makes you feel extremely uncomfortable

it sucks!

So this weekend has had its ups and downs, my saturday was spoilt for the most part but it picked up when i met the guys and we went round pound shops and just generally having a good time. Billy bought some deep heat from pound shop. Fucking killed! Him and Billy did it on thier armpits and they sprayed it on my face. My face was completely red ( Read more... )

i hate internet speech like omfgzzzz and sexorz, i hate words like rad and acesome and escpecailly belting, and most of all i hate the people who change how they speak and say these words just to get friends and look cool. it sickens me, i try to be posi but it dont work due to reasons like these which just really get to me, if these werent present ( Read more... )

You're all cunts.end.

Well these last 5 days have been most exciting ever... I fell ill and havent been able to do anything meaning I had no weekend and The fact i was throwing up every 5 mins made it worse. Back to college tommorow though. See the guys.

Damien

If you add me ill add you back most probably.
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