well...i have discovered a new exciting awesom way to feel fucking awesom and lsoe tons of weight at the same time...Ecstacy also knowna s: E, X, Hug-Drug, THiZZ and so many other names...i lost 6 pound in 3 days...GO ME! it totally supresses your appetite for like a day ro 2, you have to drink tons of water, so it flushes your system...and it ( Read more... )

hello, i havnt wrritne in a while..due to the fact that i got my comp taken away and that i've been busy, been getting into too much truble to say and have worked out problems in my life. well i have a new boyfriend, and he is perfect and great, everything i could ever want. and its grand becuase i got over my ex boyfriend who i was so obsesed ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking boyfriend. i was being a 'stalker' and went on his e-mail account to see if he had been talking to any other girls. and behold he is talking to a girl named 'christie' and he's jsut saying things like, "oh you still look as good as i remember" and "oh are you single or what?" i haye him, i hate him, i hate him, i hate him, i ( Read more... )

well i hecka didnt go to school today and woke up at like. 130pm. but sleep is good for a metabolism. did you kno if you dont sleep atleast 8 hours a night your metalbolism can slow by as much as 15%. think about thats...that can be those 2 pounds you were praying to lose. but anyhoo. and after a long weekend of binging, and not purging as ( Read more... )

well im fat and i binged all weekend long [ which is a horrible thing! ] im thinking of trying all the diets on my website [ i kno its bad i havnt tried them and are advertising them ] so im going to give my input. This way i'll be losing weight from dieting and keeping my mind off of the hunger from writting about it on the site. well you ( Read more... )

i am fricken gargantuin and im fucking issed, i deit my ass of for like 2 weeks, i was super hardcore dieting, then i eat like..1000 cals, which is normality isnt that much, and i gain like...3 or 4 pounds...FUCK THAT! (see i say fuck that but what i really mean is, i screwed up and lost everything and now im sad, but will go back to ana) man,...i ( Read more... )

well im tired and still fat, even tho i lost 2 pounds. i was looking at swimming suits today and wow, i forgot how ugly and fat am. i am so grose! omg, you dont even kno. man, i wish i were jsut like..105 pounds already...man 2 1/2 months of losing 5 pounds a week AND I WILL BE THERE! cant hardly wait.

well today i felt sick from not eating, so i ate some chocolate sauce, 2 breakfast burritos, but purged thenm all, go me i guess. then i had some chicken noodle soup, then purged that all. so i pretty much didn't have anything to eat. but then i went ot the store and had some stupid stuff like peanuts, a now and later, some odwala stawberry- ( Read more... )

omg im so counting down until i can eat a cup-o-noodle, ]even tho its not the best thing in teh world to eat] omg i told myself 5 o'clock i had this dinky apple and school cocomilk at like...1...and 4:26..omg. just 34 more minutes...omg omg omg! i think im gonna go look at food porn.

dear ana ( Read more... )