Crazy stuff going on ( Read more... )

I find it quite ironic that we are dressing up like when we freshman, when freshman year was something i have tried so hard to block out of my mind. Its weird thinking about it all again.
cRAZY
But im still excited for it.
I feellike crap. i could probably stay home tomorrow, but i have shit to get done. argh.

Last night was a blast. After some frustrating confusion about where we were going, charlie and laid down the law. My mom was realllly pissy when tara and catie came over to get ready, but it eventually subsided, and i found out why today. The dancing was so much fun, i really liked seeing people i grew up w/ and dont ever see anymore. More people ( Read more... )

I got an apology yesterday.
Probably the only reason my whole day wasnt shit.
When i walked away i almost cried.
That was the only thing i wanted from him.
It didnt make everything better, but it wasnt supposed to.
It was the only thing i wanted from him.
an apology.

Im in an odd mood right now. Havent written in here in a long time, but FOD is being really shitty and its not working too well. I hate writing these type of entries, i can already feel its is going to be a shitty one. I was proud of mine yesterday, just because i was in a good mood when i wrote it, and now im jsut like uhhhh. Its an odd feeling ( Read more... )

Fuck this diary, im out.

I cant believe it took me this long to see this. All this time i didnt realize what it was. i didnt put the connection together. You pushed me away, just like you warned me. I fell for it. what the fool. You've planned it all out so well,Or maybe you didnt realize it at first. you can decive everyone with your mask. Now i dont know who is at fault ( Read more... )

What's happening.......( Ment on many levels.)?

So i feel that i should talk about things, im not too sure what though.

So i have been pretty buisy lately, which is good and bad at the same time. School is out,which is pretty evident. I went to see Piebald on Thrusday. It was a suprise present for Casey from Alexis. It was so cute, half the time i couldnt tell who was more excited. It was the ( Read more... )

Something is wrong, i just cant put my finger on it.