It jsut seems like thinkgs are being buried. I am loosing my friends. Writing to klye makes me sad. I've never been this scared for him. iM going to stop talking adn wait till you stop ignoring it.

Been kinda buisy but not at the same time. School is going to be out soon, and i have so much stuff to do for it. So im not looking foward to it ending yet. well i will once i get all of my stuff done. I would talk about my weekend, but i dont really feel like it. and you wouldnt care n e ways.
im out.

Couldnt sleep last night, had nothing to organize. so i started to read my book of poems by Charles Bukowski. It is titled THE DAYS RUN AWAY LIKE WILD HORSES OVER THE HILLS. It is quite interesting, and i dont think i have ever read them all, i just skip through. So i decided to write out my favorite(s). Maybe.

Remains

things are good as I am not ( Read more... )

I would like everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want, and I will answer.
Then I would like for you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
Alright enjoy!!"

Feeling kinda sick today, been feeling like this since tuesdayish. Not fun times, but it will pass. Being sick sucks tho.

Went shopping with tara today for a birthday present and such. Got some good stuff, i was pretty excited about it.....Had fun with tara. shes a good talk. Did some homework after and listened to my dad talk down to me. got a ( Read more... )

Just finished watching Vanilla Sky. Very good movie. Was in good company. I had forgotten how that movie was, it was almost like watching it for the first time again. hc. Before that tim and i had a mental break down trying to think of the other main cartoon show that was around when it was doug, Rugrats, and Ren and Stimpy. After being shot down ( Read more... )

Met nice people today, hung out w/ my favorite people also. TOO bad soo much of my day was wasted at work. But not all of it sucked. It just seemed reallllly long. And the second i got home i started to bash heads wiht my mom. I dont even know why, she jsut made me angry and it was dumb. I dont know, i wasnt up for her dumbass jokes. O well,. its ( Read more... )

Realizing again that i cant fix everything and make everyone happy.....Been thinking and w/ each person that i care about there is something that i cant do, and i end up letting them down. Maybe i should just stop talking or something, back away. Maybe that will make things better w/ everyone and everytying.Maybe im worrying over nothing, maybe its ( Read more... )

1 Avoid eye contact with strangers and walk away.2 Never open doors for strangers. 3 Avoid shorcuts. 4 If something or someone scares you ,tell your parents or your papa.5 If a stranger grabs you,scream, bite kick and or step on his foot.The best place to hit someone is in the nose or groin.6 if an adult asks you for directions, walk away. An adult ( Read more... )

So Fod isnt working right about now,and im pissed. Just got home, showed up a little late, and no one noticed. or at least not yet, they are asleep. Why am i not? i dont know. Last show tonight, i wasnt sad for it to be over, but i wasnt extremely excited or n e thing.i didnt start to feel any remorse or n e thing for it to be over until i was the ( Read more... )