Theres is a stinging torment that rustles my mind in its sleep and causes restlessness. It is the thorn in my side, and no matter how I try to turn away and roll over, it sticks ( Read more... )

There are many things I am tired of at this moment in my life. Im tired cause im working so much, but thankful im making so much money; working 12 hours though is tough, i sleep 5 hours at best and am up before the sun rises and at work till it sets ( Read more... )

"why can't you be more this" or more that. Why do people want me to change to make them happy. Why can I not find someone that likes me for me? Im a sap sure, but why on earth can I not find a woman that is HAPPY that a guy actually cares what she says, respects her enough to listen, and wants more then just a cheap fuck? I dunno, cause if I did, I ( Read more... )

So for a first journal post, this is gonna sound fairly bitchy and pissed off....cause at this perticular moment in time that is exactly what I am. And what might you ask is the itch that I need to scratch Women ( Read more... )