fuck it ... break it

they say you change but i don't feel any different.

i have a new job!! its about effin time. and i have my chris, my bestfried and im doin just fine!! xoxo and doug can suck a big fat dick!

me+ chris= happy!!!!!!!!!!

RAR!!

so my weekend has been like woah from the ordinary. On wednesday stephanie and i didn't come home untill 4:00 in the morning and lets just say it was worth all the trouble were in. Friday i was sopose to go on a date with scotty but that never happened so steph and i went out to town and saw charley, lindsey, and we saw summer, ashley, t-diddy,and ( Read more... )

i went out with chris,andrew,doug,greg,and steph last night. We did what we always do. chris s. called me on my cell phone but we didn't talk long...:( we went to sams meats and saw andy and chris. i love those kids. then we went to matts party, it was more like a slumber party but thats okay. i guess doug told stephanie he knows that i don't like ( Read more... )

im left with me.

I forgot how easy it was to hurt and feel like you have yourself and only yourself to make it through.

well today has been absolute shit. around 6 i hear a loud bang outside and when i ask my dad if he heard it he told me it was the surround sound on the tv but when i looked out the window there was a guy stumbling up the driveway and i told my dad and he opened the door and it was my friend from school named robert. he fell asleep at the wheel and ( Read more... )